I did good today keeping my anger to a minimum. I had this deep thought about how I am tired of talking about miscarriages and death and loss and grief and infertility. Really!!! I never in my life would have thought that I would be that person that couldn't carry a child full term. I never thought we would suffer this much. I hate that this has defined me and my husband for the past year. I am moving on with things but I am not letting it consume us like it has...or consume me, that is... That is easier said than done.
I have to say that through this one hot mess we are in...I have found I have one friend that I am so truly blessed to have in my life. We both have said that God put us back in each other's life for a reason.. That has rung true the past few weeks. She is a rock and I love her to pieces. I sure hope I get to return the favor to her someday. She is one special person.
All of you have been great friends and prayer warriors and I thank you all so very much. :)